today sucks

There's pressure from all sides and I just don't have the energetic bandwidth to deal with it all properly. I feel like a slacker, but that's just because I expect to be superwoman. Too many balls in the air. God damn it, I wish there was someone who could help me with this, but there's not and that's just fine, cause that which doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger. Or so they say.

Good news from Gloria cheered me up - apparently the seeds I planted on Sunday have started sprouting. I really can not wait to get home to see them myself. At least I found decent coffee today.