Heather Vescent

Re-integrated Problems

September 10, 2007 · Introspection

Well, it's all done. Playa unpacked, laundry done, and camping gear put neatly away. It even looks better than before. How's that for kicking ass? Way to go Heather. Pat on the back!

Well, you see the problem is this. When you are hyper-efficient and you've wound yourself up it's great to get things done, but then you're done and still wound up and hyper-efficient then I am kind of at a loss.

I'm at one of these lulls right now. Don't get me wrong, I have stuff to do, but it pales in comparison to the work last month. And I've fallen into the bored trap, where I latch onto an idea/s, because I am intrigued by the idea, just to play it out chink style, to stir the pot.

But that's a lame reason to do those things. It's time to get disciplined. To get back to a calm focus. Because there are still a few things I'd like to accomplish this year. And now, is as good as any, to do them.